A value of friendship

You know, sometimes your life is gonna be up and down, rolling back or forth, sometimes giggling, many times crying or cursing shits that happens to you. I think it's alright. It's natural. It's life. But the bottom of all of it is a question about when you're good, sober enough, you don't fucking care who is standing beside you because all you know is happiness, everything around is as awesome as you are.

When shits happens..

all you want to do is just closing your eyes so tears won't come up so nobody around knows how pity you are. People can hide it as long as they want but people can't heal it. It needs a medicine, something that will make sure it let go that far far away and the medicine is simple yet cheap. It's your friends.

I am personally grateful for not stopping to seek for friendship cause i believe everything that i think will worth to have, worth to fight. So dear God, thanks for giving me some blessing friends and i promise You, and myself, for not letting them go, to not waste them, to treat them the way they want to be treated, and more of it, to love them much more than they do.

Guys, dudes, lads, buddies, friends..

Thanks.

Hope our friendship moments always be lasting, at least I should die first if you want it to go ;)

xoxo

me.

p.s: who says it's easy to have a friend who will always backing you up, be there for you at the time you need them, no, it's hard. So that's why i stop searching for that kind of friends and start to take a reverse, why not me being that kind of friends? Let's be friend :)

A perfect song from

Ingrid Michaelson

" Around You "

I call you my friend
And thats all that I do
Why do I have to pretend
To find ways to be around you?

You've been there all along
Holding my hand like you do.
Why do I feel that its wrong
To love to be around you?

And I think I'm losing my mind
maybe I've been hopelessly blind to your beauty
And you have a sweet sinful smile
I'm in trouble
Cuz you turn me upside down and around and around

Do you feel what I feel? Well?
Do you feel this way too?
That every wound seems to heal when I am around you

And I must be losing my mind
Maybe I have been hopelessly blind to your beaauty.
And you have a sweet sinful smile
I'm in trouble
You turn me upside down and around and around and around

And I must be losing my mind maybe you have a sweet sinful smile
I'm in trouble
Cuz you turn me upside down and around and around
Turn me upside down and around and around
Turn me upside down and around and around

My feet don't touch the ground when I'm around you
When I'm around you you you you you